Ok so every day I get up and sometimes need to be reminded why. I love my little girl and my husband and I know they love me. I just feel like a waist of a person, like I have nothing to offer them and I can't make our situation any better. I have spent so much time in the last few weeks just crying and trying to find help. Be it a job I can do from home or someone who can give us the little bit of help we need. $2,000.00 is what we need to get out of trouble. I am exosted from all the stress. I am about to go see my land lord and give her our only money twards this months rent witch was due on the first. We will still owe her 95 and then have to try to come up with the rent plus other bills in just 1 week from now. I am so afraid of whats to come. Our ecconomy sucks and its only going to get worse. What is the Government going to do with all of us needing food and shelter, most likely just let us die and kill each other. I can't bare to think of it any more. I am sick of crying for the day. I wish everyone well and God bless you all.
